I am angry with myself. I should be way happier than I am and also I should obsess less over unnecessary things.
Feelings are a difficult thing, but they can be uncontrollable at times. Sometimes we get down, and it might seem to be for no reason, but it can still happen. I only hope you feel better soon.
As for my bitchy time, New Years Eve was a joke. As I said in that status, we got attacked. But I'll start from the beginning.
The party we were going to was in the West End, which is a bit far out for us to get to. Our options were either get a bus, get a taxi or walk the two hours to get there. However, we were uncertain if the bus was still running. After a bit of a hassle, we managed to get one, but it stopped about half an hour early from our stop, so we had to walk the rest of the way. We still made it in time. Later, my friend and I went outside with these two other folks we didn't really know. One was a girl who lived at the flat (with my friend). We were outside, and some guy started shouting at us from across the road, demanding we give him an "iphone charger". We told him no, there was nothing to give him. He came over, demanding we give him a charger, and to go in and charge his phone. No, you are not getting in. There is no charger here, we all use android. So he starts making remarks to us, but we leave it and go back in. The bells ring, and we're all merry. Great times. I turn to my friend and ask her if she wants to have her first 2017 cigarette, so we go out, and get to the door. The guy is still there, and he has his foot in the flat entrance doorway, screaming at the girl and guy from before, who had gone out again. One of my friends comes out too at the worst possible time, and bang, the guy hits both him and the girl over the head with the bottle, my friend moreso to the point the glass bottle shattered. He then swung at all of us, then threw the bottle at the wall and we all got hit by glass. Fortunately, no one was cut by it, but jeez, that was horrible. My friend who got bottled goes out, and tries to talk to the guy, and he seems to calm down until I walk out to back him up, and he remembers me from before, and starts trying to pick a fight. The girl who got is screaming at him, as you would expect, and I have to take her back to avoid anymore conflict. The guy went down the road, and wasn't seen again. The police were called though, and we've given them the details of the scumbag. Hope the bastard gets caught.
Fuck last night.
