Things that rustle your jimmies

I spent all day worried sick to my stomach about my sons iep meeting only to have been baited and switched.

Instead they were having a meeting about this absurdly long and useless test they make all the kids here take under mandatory attendance that pretty much just gives the teachers accountability on whether or not the kids learn what they teach which isn't even the case because the teachers coach the kids for WEEKS for this fucking thing instead of actually TEACHING THEM SHIT THEY NEED FOR THE FUTURE CAUSE THAT WOULD BE FUCKING STUPID RIGHT?

They've been hounding me to get him to a Dr (which he does need for meds for his ADHD and to work through a lot of anger and resentment issues he has due to the violent household we used to live in) but they all stopped caring when I told them I had a few of his pills for emergency use that I could give him for this test so he's not distraught over the two days (4 hours each day). So that pretty much lets me know that all they give a fuck about is covering their own asses and couldn't give two shits about how it affects his academics.

I'm so mad tears are streaming down my face, my hands are shaking violently and everyone here is trying to sleep so I have absolutely no one to talk to for hours and I'm going to lose my mind with aggravation till then.

I hate it here, I don't want to be here anymore.

That is terrible.

Sometimes the world dumps on you, unfortunately there is not much I can say to lighten a heaping load of bullshit like the one you have bearing down on you.

However, from personal experience and observational prowess I can safely tell you that no matter how terrible things may get, eventually you will come out the other end.

The night is darkest before the dawn.

I appreciate the thought, kind of at a standstill right now tho, not sure when it's going to get better.




As of today, being told "Sorry, that's just what I'm used to" referring to stupidity in general after trying to remind me of something extraordinarily obvious that I had not even forgotten.

It wouldn't be an issue normally, but it's not even near the first time I've heard it used towards me as almost a back handed insult and first thing in the morning to hear when I'm on shark week is really not boding well for how much blood lust that gives me this fucking early in the motherfucking morning.

If you really don't think I'm as stupid as everyone else you deal with on a norm, quit fucking talking to me like you do.

Last night I could not for the life of me figure out why there was ZERO porn on reddit for which to fap, apparently they hopped on April Fools early.

It drives me up a goddamn wall when people, especially people who don't know me all that well, try to tell me that I'm 'safe,' or 'cautious,' or 'passive.'

Basically, I hate being judged by archetype rather than by who I am. Everyone seems determined let me know that I fall short of their ideal of masculinity. No offense females, but I get this from females more often; I think because males who do this usually try to be dominant around me, and they learn very suddenly that I'm not at all like they thought.

I just get so freaking sick of having to prove myself to people so much. I wouldn't let it bother me, too, but people are always shoving my face in it.

You need a gnarly facial scar.

It drives me up a goddamn wall when people, especially people who don't know me all that well, try to tell me that I'm 'safe,' or 'cautious,' or 'passive.'

Basically, I hate being judged by archetype rather than by who I am. Everyone seems determined let me know that I fall short of their ideal of masculinity. No offense females, but I get this from females more often; I think because males who do this usually try to be dominant around me, and they learn very suddenly that I'm not at all like they thought.

I just get so freaking sick of having to prove myself to people so much. I wouldn't let it bother me, too, but people are always shoving my face in it.

Whether you resist their typecasting, or allow them to put a label on you, it is still for them.

It shouldn't be about them.

Just do whatever the hell you want and the important people will fall in line.

Everyone else isn't worth the hassle.

Affray, I don't really adjust my behavior for anyone. I am just bugged sometimes.

Damn straight.

Being annoyed is fine.

Just remember it all and write a book with all those damn wiener kids as characters.

They will be more believable jerk characters in a story if they are ripped directly from reality.

That is what I do with the jerks in my life and it works splendidly.

What gets me irritated is when there are those who claim those against abortion are declaring war on women. Pfft! If abortion was about protection for women, then why are they okay with unborn females being aborted?

What gets me irritated is when there are those who claim those against abortion are declaring war on women. Pfft! If abortion was about protection for women, then why are they okay with unborn females being aborted?

You don't have to be ok with abortion to want women to have the choice. x:

Let's just not go there.

So I've been dealing with this issue at work...

More or less something worked on my machine, the test server but was not working on production. We're going live with this on Wednesday and it is a big deal.

It was a very strange error, getting 404s on a service call but I could reach the base .svc file no problem. Google, google, google, no relevant answers. I ask the head server guy to turn off the application security layer for just that subsite (the software is only there for legacy reasons, no real reason to even use it on the new site) - he disables and I test again still 404.

So here I am, a week later after working nights/weekends trying to resolve this, head guy is on vacation. Ask someone else to disable it for the section again, make a request... and it works.

I don't know whether to be pissed that my first intuition was right and either the guy messed it up or there was some other fluke or to just be happy that it's working now. ._. so done.

Toothache. Fuuuuuck. I have a tooth right at the back coming in horizontally rather than vertically. As a result, fucking ouch.

Toothache. Fuuuuuck. I have a tooth right at the back coming in horizontally rather than vertically. As a result, fucking ouch.

Evolution, bam.

Fun fact: We are starting to evolve wisdom teeth out of the equation.

Less and less people are having them show up in their mouths as generations pass.

Fun fact: We are starting to evolve wisdom teeth out of the equation.

Less and less people are having them show up in their mouths as generations pass.

One of the things my body has done for me that I am most proud of is having grown all 4 of my wisdom teeth in without any complications.

One of the things my body has done for me that I am most proud of is having grown all 4 of my wisdom teeth in without any complications.

Mine were fine where they were, I have a pretty massive head so there is a lot of space in there for stuff.

I got a cavity in one of my wisdom teeth because they were partially impacted and had them removed so that wouldn't happen again.

When people take it as a personal affront when you pass them.

Listen grandma from this morning, granted it didn't help when I went 90 to catch up to you and merge into your lane only to slow down and start jogging in place quickly once you passed me just to fuck with you like I was running alongside you..

Actually I forgot what my point was, that shit was funny and she was a bitch.

Getting too warm maybe?