1) Find a job
I have given up looking for a proper job, Burger King for LIFE!!!! The way I see it as a means to an end. Persevere the hard times to enjoy the rewards later. Maybe I should adopt the Kevin Spacey mindset from American Beauty? Simple fact of the matter, I hate being broke. Never before have I been this penniless. NO MORE I SAY!!!! JOB??? WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU????? I'M COMING 2 GET YA!!!!!! I'M WILLING TO DO ANYTHING NOW!!!!
2) Pay off all my debts (student loans etc)
Urrgh. Student debt lingers like an STD you received when you we're younger and it reoccurs every now and then to remind you what a scam it really was and how you should live to regret it. NO MORE!!! I wanna eradicate all debts from my name. I WANT TO BREAK FREE!!! I have even thought about a retirement plan and open up a savings account and deposit a small about of money every now and then.. FUCK YOU DEBT!!! I WILL BEHEAD YOU!!!!
3) Give up the Ganja
*Sigh* Oh man, this one is the hardest. Mary Jane was quite literally my first love...... pathetic I know. I won't lie, I love getting stoned, best thing ever.... but..... I know I get lazy when I smoke, it also fucks up my motivation...... It is with great sorrow that I must confront the truth and admit that the ganja must go because it does more bad then good. It will also save me a shitload of needed cash. I know this has to be done, but yet I still can't seem to pull it off..... Drug rehab mayhaps???
4) Move my ass to Japan
This is a recent....ish goal, but still holds strong in my mind to this day. Saying and doing are two completely different things. I say that I'm going to do it, but making it happen is a whole 'nother story. I'm not too concerned with this one because I know that I will eventually fulfill this one. But I have to give myself a proper timeframe. I'm giving til the end of next year. I think a year and a half is enough to save up a bit of cash and teach myself as much Japanese as possible.
JAPAN!!! I'M COMING FOR YOU!!!!! I CAN HELP WITH YOUR DECREASING POPULATION!!!!!!
But for some reason my city hates Japan, they don't teach Japanese at my local polytech or institute of technology. I literally am the only person in Gisborne New Zealand who wants to learn Japanese. Pretty shitty because my teacher is www.kissanime.com and I really don't like Anime either. :S
Which prompts me for number 5......
5) Find a girlfriend
I will admit that I enjoyed the first month or two of my old ways...... but truth be told I'm actually really lonely now. I hate snuggling my pillow where a girl once slept. NO FUCKING MORE!!!!
I haven't particularly found it difficult to attract the opposite sex, but finding someone who gets me is another story. Most people know me as a really outrageous rapper who acts all energetic and charismatic, but realistically I'm pretty introverted. I have recently attained the mindset of wanting someone who can "stimulate my mind AND also my loins" - Quote from Coming To America. I'm not really after a quick fix anymore because it doesn't do shit anymore....
But I'm kinda almost ready to.... you know...? Settle down..... I've let some really good girls down I have...... Being young and dumb I can admit that my immaturity and self centeredness drove them away. I see the error in my ways, for that ladies I am sorry. Sarah, Tracy and Steph. I'm sorry for being a such a fuckwit.
6) Make more music
I will admit, I've been lazy as shit. The last song I recorded was 3 months ago. Fucking terrible Rob. I need to keep up with the momentum. My youtube channel has garnered 100k+ collective views, time to strive for the 1 million mark!!!!! Just need to motivate myself more!!! NO MORE GANJA!!!! But yet again I know this one will easily be achieved