This might sound kinda silly and stuff, but here i go.
Look, the thing is, i have been searching for a certain feeling towards games or at least 1 game!
What kind of feeling?
Well, when i was kid, i looked at games differently!
I mean, yeah, again, might sound kinda dumb but, ok, let's take runescape as an example.
The feeling of excitement when the login screen finished loading and just playing that game till the day ended and just enjoyed it.
Now, when i find a new game that is fun (and can run on my comp, for example, KF1) i might get hooked, and if i do, it's only for 3-4 days and after, meh.
The game that i have or well, was recently kinda hooked in was Battlefield Heroes but that game closed so mieh...
But even now for example i log into runescape, searching for the same feeling i had for the game when i was a kid, but...it's just not there and no matter how much i search it, i can't seem to find it!
And yeah, i might be a guy who likes jogging, playing football and working out sometimes, but i know that this gaming stuff is for me man but i haven't found that right spark or somewhat!
I have also attended 3-4 public gaming events that have been really nice but as said, i need to find this special spark or feeling to get me more "into it" or whatnot!
Alright, thank you for reading my post if you did!
If you have any advice, question and so, feel free to say!
P.S if you still think this is reaaaaly strange or something that i am writing a post like this, well, i had no better place in mind where to ask this and perhaps someone here has experienced or is experiencing the same thing i am right now!