I'm tired of people mocking me for being a male with depression. I guess I deserve it. I am a horrible man who never should have existed. I realize that I have people who care about me, but it's not enough to make any good significance in their lives for the future. I feel like there would be a lot less stress in many people's lives if I was gone. Why should I even go through with next year, if I know it can't get any better?
I am sorry you feel this way. I am also tired of the stigma that is associated with "male masculinity".
If you need to talk to someone, I am here. If you need to cry, I'll cry with you. The universe put your atoms together for a reason, and it would not be the same without you.