Seriously! I am all like.. ok... hi.. whats your ulterior motive?
I guess I overanalyse the situation far too often. I think generally people are trying to be nice and getting to know me. I need to work on my insecurities. I'm not that awkward nerdy dude anymore.... or maybe I still am?
I'm tired of people mocking me for being a male with depression. I guess I deserve it. I am a horrible man who never should have existed. I realize that I have people who care about me, but it's not enough to make any good significance in their lives for the future. I feel like there would be a lot less stress in many people's lives if I was gone. Why should I even go through with next year, if I know it can't get any better?
Keep your chin up son. I stopped caring what others think because those who criticise often have miserable lives themselves. Truth.
Things will improve, trust me. I've been to the darkest of places and emerged saluting life with the middle finger.
Besides, the amount of hurt you inflict on your loved ones due to your loss isn't worth it. They don't deserve it.
Male suicide outnumbers female simply because girls tend to talk about their feelings, whereas us dudes bottle it up.
I don't think there's anything braver than a vulnerable man asking for help.