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#112714 Garden-Variety Rage

Posted by Affray on 10 March 2020 - 11:38 AM

Getting hurt and/or screwed over by letting people in can make it hard to keep doing so, but in the long run the ones who stick around and don't wipe their shitty shoes on your hearts carpet make it worth the risk. Plus you stop caring about what the hurtful people say or do because you know they're just garbage people and you're better off knowing for sure who and what they are.

#112712 Marvel In General

Posted by Affray on 10 March 2020 - 10:43 AM

100% true.

Idiocy with a splash of wit and the subtle art of being dragged into bullshit he wants nothing to do with but does it anyway because of some pussy.

#112593 Valentine's Day 2020

Posted by Affray on 14 February 2020 - 03:31 PM

I just love the idea of VD!


#112591 Controllers

Posted by Affray on 13 February 2020 - 04:21 PM

It's from this Jamie Kennedy movie.

Which should tell you all you need to know about it's quality.



#112575 Controllers

Posted by Affray on 11 February 2020 - 04:33 PM

It's hard to really explain.

It just felt wrong, maybe my brain just refused to accept it for some reason.

#112562 Valentine's Day 2020

Posted by Affray on 07 February 2020 - 06:59 AM



Ah man. That super sucks. Only time I couldn't smoke was when I had pneumonia. Became irritable. Cranky. The works. I hope all works out for you guys. I really do sympathise her predicament. A world without weed sucks.  

It especially sucks when it's the thing keeping her level.

It regulated and remedies so many little comfort of living things that when it's not present I'm reminded full force how bad things were for her before she started using it.

But it is what it is, two weeks or so of want to die pain and agony for a lifetime of tonsil free bullshit.

Not fun but a worthy venture for sure.

#112559 Controllers

Posted by Affray on 06 February 2020 - 10:47 AM

Well, parts of me are gigantic compared to your average fella anyway. ;)

#112551 Valentine's Day 2020

Posted by Affray on 05 February 2020 - 11:34 AM

Can she perhaps vape the chronic? Less damaging on the throat. Basically like smoking air. Or is it a case of mixing medications that she's not allowed to do?


The pain med they've got her on is a wham-bam opioid, so any sort of other drug would absolutely fuck her shit sideways.

And vaping is the way she normally does it but it would still be too much irritation for sure.

Bland ass vegetable broth is too "spicy" for her throat right now.

I'm super looking forward to the time immediately after her recovery when everything is fine and worrying about tonsil issues of any kind is a memory.

#112528 Valentine's Day 2020

Posted by Affray on 03 February 2020 - 11:17 PM

It is a lot of crap all at once, but it will all pass sooner or later.

My stressing over it won't do anything positive for the situation so I try not to bother with it.

You guys just keep doing what you're doing, it's nice to pop in from time to time and see some new posts.

#112500 Valentine's Day 2020

Posted by Affray on 30 January 2020 - 12:50 PM

I actually thought about posting a voice thing a little while ago just for kicks, and so you guys can bask in my rich silky baritone.

Then life pecker slapped me and I got distracted.

#112499 Unknown Symbols... Help!

Posted by Affray on 30 January 2020 - 12:48 PM


#112464 Valentine's Day 2020

Posted by Affray on 22 January 2020 - 11:35 AM

Addressing who as the general? All of us? What is the something different he is referring to? Is it about Valentine's day? What does it all mean?

It's just another settlement that needs my help.

I'm not going to bother with it though because I'm not a chump and made sure to throw as many heavy turrets as I could around so everyone is safe from super mutants and other wasteland bullshit. They'll be fine.

#112451 2019 Films

Posted by Affray on 19 January 2020 - 10:46 AM

Sorry for being a salty old bitch, but I'm perpetually perturbed by the re-packaging and re-selling of my childhood back to me.

The majority of media these days seems to just be all the stuff that sold in the 80's and 90's aimed at all of us that were around for it and have our own money now.

Any time I hear about some remake or sequel I instinctively side step it and wait for some good original stuff to come around.

I know it makes me sound like a crusty old man, but once that door of observation is open it's impossible to close.

#112332 Imaginary Game Title Depository

Posted by Affray on 21 December 2019 - 11:27 AM

Pimple Popper Pro VR

Pumpkin Slapper

Dance Dance Revolution: Sweating to the Oldies


Posted by Affray on 21 December 2019 - 11:10 AM

I'm tired of people mocking me for being a male with depression. I guess I deserve it. I am a horrible man who never should have existed. I realize that I have people who care about me, but it's not enough to make any good significance in their lives for the future. I feel like there would be a lot less stress in many people's lives if I was gone. Why should I even go through with next year, if I know it can't get any better?

The people who mock others for things like that are usually doing so to take attention away from their own suffering or appease their ego. Which makes their bullshit exactly not your problem to deal with, even if they put it on your radar by being cunts about it.

It's not easy, but you have to get your mind to a place where you are content doing whatever you need to do to be happy.

It's not about the people around you and their feelings on the matter, it's about getting yourself in a decent place mentally and letting everyone else adjust accordingly.


My wife struggled through the same issues you seem to be dealing with for about twenty years before we managed to pull her up out of the pit.

She spent more time worrying about how her actions and feelings affected her family than she did on trying to be happy.

The opinions and feelings of the people in her life seemed more important than her own because she'd spend years being put down and devalued to the point where she felt that if she could be this perfect version of herself that her family expected it would somehow fix how she felt every day. It didn't, it never does.

She also used to think that if she suddenly disappeared from this planet everyone would be relieved and happier because they wouldn't have to worry about her anymore or be brought down by her depression and anxiety. Which couldn't be further from reality.

Pain doesn't disappear when someone who is suffering disappears, it just gets transferred to everyone who cares about the sufferer.

My wife's cousin died in a car crash a year ago yesterday and that side of the family is still very much so not okay.

The cousin was an alcoholic drug addict who got his shit together when he went out West, then he fell apart after a divorce and went back to booze and hard drugs.

He was the passenger in the car, both he and the driver were drinking and he wasn't wearing a seat belt.

Everyone loved him unconditionally, even though he was an addict who was an on again off again burden on his family.

They'll never be the same again without him, everyone matters more than life itself to someone.


Just like everyone else here, I'm around if you ever need to talk about this sort of thing.

Unfortunately I have a fair amount of experience on the subject, so feel free to reach out whenever.

We're here.