BloodPrince 2.0

I DUNNO MAN DO YOU LIVE UNDER A ROCK?
Kidding, I only know because I hang around the booktube community a lot. But yo, if this sounds interesting to you, definitely go find it because it solves all the issues I had with Harry Potter. I’ll assume you don’t want to hear spoilers at this point lol

Agreed. I find some of the best villains to be those who are human to at least small extent. That way I can actually feel something about their demise.

That said, my favourite villain is an awful guy with human flaws and I hate him. He’s the regent from the Captive Prince trilogy.

Another of my favourites has to be the Insidious Humdrum from Carry On. I have never seen a villain quite like this, where (spoilers!) the villain is actually a cleverly hidden part of the main character instead of being his own person.

A third example is the human kind mentioned before— Moral from Hamatora. He seems to just be doing evil shit for no reason until you slowly get to know him. Then you find out he’s actually a very kind person, at least he does what in his twisted view is kind. He’s simply insane to the point of believing that the awful things he does are truly the kindest thing in the long run. You get a glimpse into his mind when he’s escaped from one of his crimes and while walking away he sees a kid who is shivering and drapes his coat over their shoulders, walking the rest of the way home in cold weather himself- another form of kindness that he believes is right. By the end of the first season I’m both sad and terribly relieved that he’s gone.

These are the main ones that come to mind at the moment.

Hi Spleen! Thanks for the warm welcome.

What indeed. I assume we’re talking about a human and not a pepper?

Glad to see you back! Happy and growing

Glad to be back, Elfie! Also I’m loving the hell out of that signature.

You shut your mouth. I'm glad you're still around.
 
Welcome back anew, friend.

Oh don’t worry, I’m not being entirely sarcastic right there. But honestly, thanks for the reassurance!

Did I miss anything really big that I should probably know, by the way?

I kind of feel like I should reintroduce myself, as it’s been so damn long since the last time I was around. I’ve definitely had a lot of character growth, so I might be a little different now.

So hello, it’s Prince, Bloody, or whatever else you want to call me. Usually by now I just go by my name, Fye.

I’m still an artist as I was earlier when I came around, but I’d like to think my abilities and attitude on that have improved by galaxies. Art is also no longer my greatest goal, as I’ve finally managed to start significant work on my true passion —writing. I’m working on novels, particularly one called Ice Prince, and I couldn’t be more grateful that at long last I can get this flood of stories out of my head to clear it up a little.

I went through some stuff since leaving (which I did due to not being able to cope with everything in life at the time), and it’s been a wild ride. My depression got much, much worse. There were times the world nearly lost me (a terrible loss, I know), and then times when I was more hopeful again. I reached my lowest point where I had nothing more to lose and then there was nowhere else to go but up. And that’s where I am now, still going up. Funny how when you stop giving any fucks you start liking life better.

So here I am. An improved me that’s less angsty and more motivated than I’ve ever been before.
Still not cis, as disappointing as that may be for some. In fact, I’m weirder now by many peoples’ standards. But that’s a story for another day.

Again, hello everyone who’s still here. I missed you guys.

This person writes. My book WIP, Ice Prince, has taken over my life.

(And yep, I’ve returned out of the blue. Hi guys)

Finally did one of these draw-it-again memes.

I kinda like how my lines show the development of myself as a person. First I was rash and uncareful, then I curled up in my shell shy af, and now I'm a brave enough asshat perfectionist who pays way too much attention to details.

You're welcome. haha Fanservice, in a way?

I might as well turn this in my personal art posting thread. I've been having some steady improvement during the past.. what, half a year? So I thought I'd give an update.

A couple days ago I was feeling kinda restless and sick but still wanted to draw. In that kind of state, I can't deal with staring at character ref sheets to draw them accurately. So I usually end up doodling mermaids when that happens. Kinda natural. They have pretty flowy figures and all those girly features are relaxing to draw. They're great as relaxation art. Plus water. I love water.


After sketching this thing I took a quick picture to put on Instagram, planning to do a better shot later.



However the cropped version, with the added filter, struck my fancy and I swept this thing away to Procreate Pocket (the mobile version of the Procreate app) to slap some colour onto it. Two hours later, after a bunch of scribbling, erasing, and smudging, I ended up with this. Probably would've taken less time if I had a stylus. I'm limited to my fingers, so I have to redo a lot of strokes several times.



I felt like it was neat enough to share with you guys. Hope you like.
Elfie, this one's aimed most at you. You pretty, scaly beast. Thanks for your comment btw!

I just dug my own grave, didn't I?

Let's do it though. I'm game if you are.

I can't fathom what dark times the artist was going through. They probably were trying to express their lack of inspiration to go get more interesting paints.

In fact let's all put on dresses and take pictures.

Right on, Fae.

And Elfie - firstly, I'm this close to calling you Moon-Moon. Secondly, I really agree with your views on this.

We seek validation for ourselves through others, this is a constant no matter what sex, age or race you are, unless you're a monk or some shit.
 

Or some shit.
Yeah, I honestly do enjoy the occassional stare as much as anyone else. But. Only if they're artistically attracted or stunned/grossed out by my amazingness (meaning my overly creative clothing combinations) though. It feels best when you realize you don't need anyone's approval to feel good about yourself.
Even just listening to my own opinions got dangerous after a bit - I'm always teetering on the verge of starving myself just to get below 100lbs. Beh, just dress comfortable and don't think too much on what's pretty. The best people will often be more attracted to your happy/comfortable face than to how prettily you dress anyway.

Because Blood-senpai's drawings are like magic.
 
Pale skin is absolutely beautiful! I'd rather have pale skin than tanned anyday. I wear it like a badge of my shut-in tendences.  
 
Blood: There's this chick on my facebook that wears different wigs casually and she looks so fucking cool, I'd like to try it out for a while.
 
As for dresses: I have lots but I always feel like I need more. I might buy a cheaper lolita dress for the steampunk/lolita picnic happening next month. 

Aw (uncomfortable noises)
I count that sort of thing as part of my aesthetic, fun wigs worn casually are the best.

Danico... I really have no idea why. Eergh, I will definitely keep my delicate fingers away.

Damn them righties. We lefties will take over one day, I swear.
Hm. I usually write with my right hand unless I've just been drawing, which I've never managed to stop doing with the left. Otherwise, yeah, everything can switch easy.