Hello everyone! WALL OF TEXT AND DEEP PERSONAL SHIT BELOW :
Lately I have not been posting much and this is partly due to me feeling better about myself and partly because of lack of imagination.
Now I know some might react to what I said about me feeling better about myself and not posting to much because of it. To explain this and the reason I made this thread I'd like to say that I started off on this forum for probably all the wrong reasons.
Pretty sure a lot of people come by here to indulge themseves and clench their thirst for attention, pity or whatever.
I just wanted attention after a break-up. Lonliness and all that. I've really dug into my issues lately and my behaviour.
I've always been a person to try to change myself for the better and also others around me. Never felt so emotionally independant, strong and enlightened before. A new era in my life is about to unfold and I simply had to be crazy enough to share it with you I see more and understand more of other people's behaviour and I am so, so happy with who I am. The ability to see your family go against you trying to give you guilt and bad conscience and feel completely unaffected is AMAZING.
Change I obviously have lots yet to learn, but hey!
As it turns out I have made quite a few friends here who I can talk to outside of the forum, which in turn also caused me not to cling to the forum as much. HOWEVER I KEEP A LOOKOUT STILL. All you amazing people are refreshing these twisted, perverted pages for different reasons and y'll have one thing in common: humor. It's incredible.
I really don't intend to come off as cocky, but if someone finds my happiness insulting or rude, well.... nuff said.