What up, it's ya boi Sympa. Everything sucks and nothing matters and I feel like I'm actually dying.
I have to make everything into a joke or else I'll implode into nothingness.
Whoa.. um.. need to chat?
Posted 11 July 2019 - 06:36 PM
What up, it's ya boi Sympa. Everything sucks and nothing matters and I feel like I'm actually dying.
I have to make everything into a joke or else I'll implode into nothingness.
Whoa.. um.. need to chat?
Posted 12 July 2019 - 06:36 AM
Yes plz. I'll PM you. <3
Posted 25 July 2019 - 05:25 AM
I am so bad at making and keeping friends.
It's not that I don't meet people, I also have a great family and a boyfriend. But often I feel like they all have their own live and I'm just dead weight.
Et j'aime la nuit écouter les étoiles. C'est comme cinq cent millions de grelots. - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Posted 25 July 2019 - 06:55 AM
I know what that feels like. Have you talked to them about how you feel? If not, you should--it will give them a chance to tell you how they feel. I'm sure they value you and are happy and even very lucky to have you in your life!
Don't take my word for it, though.
Posted 25 July 2019 - 01:10 PM
Et j'aime la nuit écouter les étoiles. C'est comme cinq cent millions de grelots. - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Posted 25 July 2019 - 01:52 PM
I can see how it would be hard. You just gotta lay it out like facts. "Hey, so this thing is bothering me... Sometimes I feel this way, and I just wanted to know how you honestly feel."
The worst part for me is talking through emotions--they make it so hard for words to come out. Sometimes that's why I'll text someone instead of verbal. Even if we're in the same room.
Posted 25 July 2019 - 03:14 PM
Et j'aime la nuit écouter les étoiles. C'est comme cinq cent millions de grelots. - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Posted 25 July 2019 - 05:35 PM
I make great friends... i just suck at keeping in touch, so we drift.
Family is tough. Last year, I had a sit down with my half bro and sister and threw 20 years of crap out on the table. Put alot of old shit to bed. it was nice.
Posted 26 July 2019 - 06:21 AM
you make it sound so easy..
well i did talk to my sister today. not about that specifically but about feeling down. it made me feel better.
I'm so happy! That's progress, and the important thing is that you feel better! I'm proud of you, Fae. And I kn0w it sounds so easy on paper. I promise I appreciate how hard it can be.
I make great friends... i just suck at keeping in touch, so we drift.
Family is tough. Last year, I had a sit down with my half bro and sister and threw 20 years of crap out on the table. Put alot of old shit to bed. it was nice.
Friends drifting like icebergs in the night off to distant horizons never to be seen again is truly a timeless tragedy.
Hurrah for that. That sounds like a hell of a lot of built up negativity.
We're doing it, lads, we're getting better!
Posted 26 July 2019 - 08:13 PM
heh. Amen to that!
Posted 27 July 2019 - 05:52 AM
yay me.I'm so happy! That's progress, and the important thing is that you feel better! I'm proud of you, Fae. And I kn0w it sounds so easy on paper. I promise I appreciate how hard it can be.
Et j'aime la nuit écouter les étoiles. C'est comme cinq cent millions de grelots. - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Posted 28 July 2019 - 03:54 AM
Posted 29 July 2019 - 06:42 AM
yay me.
on the other hand i expect my relationship to break up any day now. i just can't bring myself to do it. i love him. but it seems i'm not enough
Is that what he said? Like, in those words?
Posted 09 August 2019 - 07:14 AM
Is that what he said? Like, in those words?
no
it's just weird at the moment. I think he is somehow not content with his life. He started a new job recently and now is just working a whole lot of overtime. which is not helping with the whole plan of spending more time together. well nothing definite has happened yet. so hope prevails.
Et j'aime la nuit écouter les étoiles. C'est comme cinq cent millions de grelots. - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
Posted 09 August 2019 - 08:28 AM
I hope it gets better soon, and I hope you two can still make time for each other.
Posted 24 August 2019 - 07:44 AM
I got real sick a month and a half ago, lost shitload of weight (went down to 55kg's)
Quit smoking because I felt like I was on the verge of death. Now I can't handle stress. My hair is literally falling out now. Damn. Not due to baldness, but the shock my system endured. Probably stress too.
The next step will be regaining the lost weight. Lost too much mass in a short amount of time. People thought I was on crack or had cancer.
THE HELL YOU READING FOOL???
Posted 24 August 2019 - 10:47 PM
Holy shit! Good to hear you are doing better!
Posted 25 August 2019 - 02:59 AM
Holy shit! Good to hear you are doing better!
Pneumonia. My new arch nemesis.
That's what happens when I go partying at night at -5degrees
THE HELL YOU READING FOOL???
Posted 25 August 2019 - 06:49 PM
So, dont party nekkid when its cold. got it.
Posted 26 August 2019 - 06:26 AM
Oh, shit, dude! So glad to hear you're doing better!
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