Ok guys. I need some advice.
I'm feeling a bit down because I keep unintentionally breaking girls hearts. (No. Not in a stud-ly way either)
- The DP I have on here is the same as my facebook and a girl I liked suddenly unfriended me as soon as I uploaded it. (Well fuck. My bad) The girl in the pic was my mandarin teacher. Not my lover girl.....
- Another girl hates me now because I had to leave my old job, she feels I abandoned her. The job never renewed my contract so that wasn't my bad.
- My friends 13 yo stepdaughter became infatuated with me, but I kept my distance. All of a sudden she fucking haaaaaaaattttttttteeeeeeeeessssssss me. This one I can sort of understand because I rebuffed her advances.
- Last one is my coworker at my new job. We got on like a blast earlier in the year. All of a sudden she ignores me. Walks right past me without acknowledgement. This one fucked me up the most because I actually don't know what I did....... hence the post.....
The girl from my old job I'm probably heartbroken by the most. I actually really liked her but never told her. I can't tell her why I left because she's blocked me on everything. This one I'm been depressed about since December. What makes matters worse is that I moved to a new city for my new job. I don't know how long it's going to take before I get over her.
I admit that I'm still my awkward self, especially around girls I like. I can't read girls body language for shit.
I hate breaking hearts. I've had a broken heart and I never wish it upon anybody.
What am I doing wrong? C'mon Elf, or any of the girls on here.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
Sorry for the long bloated post. But I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I dare not tell even my own brother that I'm feeling like shit.