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#381 Mister Sympa

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Posted 06 October 2014 - 05:00 PM

Well, quite. I was speaking of those within the physcial realm within my grasp. So, like, a 100-ish mile radius. Or however far it is to Boston.


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#382 The Robstar

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Posted 06 October 2014 - 08:49 PM

Oh, that's too bad; I actually would have gotten that reference.

 

(Also, every time I scroll fast by your icon, I know it's Riddler, but it just looks like Donkey Kong's Crash Course.)

Riddle me this, riddle me that……. GET IN THE FUCKING POKEBALL!!!!!!!!!!

 

Aaaw sweet, robstar's the pokemon that's spawned sooooooo much creepypasta and so many schoolyard myths xD

Not to mentioned kidnapped a little girl, made her into a woman and changed her father into a legendary dog. :)


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#383 The Robstar

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 12:30 AM

Alright, back to the topic at hand.....

 

I have lost faith in real humans. Someone who I thought i could trust really let me down today. I was ready to lay everything on the line for him and he didn't pull through for me.

 

My pokemon are my real friends now. 


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#384 Akiyo

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 01:39 AM

Alright, back to the topic at hand.....

 

I have lost faith in real humans. Someone who I thought i could trust really let me down today. I was ready to lay everything on the line for him and he didn't pull through for me.

 

My pokemon are my real friends now. 

Sorry to hear that Rob. Yeh Friends let you down.

 

I learned that coming back from America and my newly found friend, the only one I had btw (I rarely let people in and trust them >_> RARELY) decided not to speak with me again. Not a word. Nothing. Just like the rest, they take what they need and leave. (in my case)

 

And guess what else guys, I kinda lied, cause I was ashamed. I did buy my own birthday cake and I did eat it alone. 

 

And my cat nearly died on me.

 

No more contests from me. Adios :) <3

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 02:56 AM

Sorry to hear that Rob. Yeh Friends let you down.

 

I learned that coming back from America and my newly found friend, the only one I had btw (I rarely let people in and trust them >_> RARELY) decided not to speak with me again. Not a word. Nothing. Just like the rest, they take what they need and leave. (in my case)

 

And guess what else guys, I kinda lied, cause I was ashamed. I did buy my own birthday cake and I did eat it alone. 

 

And my cat nearly died on me.

 

No more contests from me. Adios :) <3

-Akiyo

Thank you Akiyo. 

 

Maybe it's just me? I still act like a kid where all my friends are growing up..... Maybe it's time to move on, burn them bridges and look to the future?

 

Find a missus and settle down. 

 

I think the fun and games are coming to an end.

 

I think this is called the 'Mature' phase. 

 

If I'm ever in Norway dude I'ma come and shout you a pint. 


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#386 Affray

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 03:14 PM

Alright, back to the topic at hand.....

 

I have lost faith in real humans. Someone who I thought i could trust really let me down today. I was ready to lay everything on the line for him and he didn't pull through for me.

 

My pokemon are my real friends now. 

That is truly terrible.

 

I had a friend whom I considered a brother, and my family considered a second son, who betrayed all of our trust about a year ago.

I wanted to burn the world to bring his down for a good long while.

Luckily I never ran in to him, otherwise I would have done some very angry things in the general vicinity of his face.

 

So, I have a pretty good feeling for what it is like to have a trusted friend kick your heart in the nuts.

Eventually I stopped harbouring quite as much hate toward the guy and it turned in to pity.

Letting hate take hold in your brain space and pointing it at someone else is like drinking poison and hoping the other guy dies.

 

 

Thank you Akiyo. 

 

Maybe it's just me? I still act like a kid where all my friends are growing up..... Maybe it's time to move on, burn them bridges and look to the future?

 

Find a missus and settle down. 

 

I think the fun and games are coming to an end.

 

I think this is called the 'Mature' phase. 

 

If I'm ever in Norway dude I'ma come and shout you a pint. 

This is what stars say before they pewter out and wink out of existence.

Which makes me sad.

 

You can be a lovely man-child and still be a responsible adult.

I plan on maintaining my child like wonder with the world for as long as possible, maybe even forever.

 

The world is a terrible, shitty, eye gouging scrap with a rabid pack of weasels sometimes, but the moment you let all that shit change who you are and how you act is the day that you start losing ground. Just be yourself bud, and the world will bend to accommodate you sooner or later.


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#387 The Robstar

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 05:22 PM

That is truly terrible.

 

I had a friend whom I considered a brother, and my family considered a second son, who betrayed all of our trust about a year ago.

I wanted to burn the world to bring his down for a good long while.

Luckily I never ran in to him, otherwise I would have done some very angry things in the general vicinity of his face.

 

So, I have a pretty good feeling for what it is like to have a trusted friend kick your heart in the nuts.

Eventually I stopped harbouring quite as much hate toward the guy and it turned in to pity.

Letting hate take hold in your brain space and pointing it at someone else is like drinking poison and hoping the other guy dies.

I see. I don't hate the dude, nor i wish misfortunes upon him. I just wont bother giving him my time. I feel ya brother!!!!!! Harboring hate does not achieve anything!!!!!

 

This is what stars say before they pewter out and wink out of existence.

Which makes me sad.

 

You can be a lovely man-child and still be a responsible adult.

I plan on maintaining my child like wonder with the world for as long as possible, maybe even forever.

 

The world is a terrible, shitty, eye gouging scrap with a rabid pack of weasels sometimes, but the moment you let all that shit change who you are and how you act is the day that you start losing ground. Just be yourself bud, and the world will bend to accommodate you sooner or later.

This is probably the best piece of advice ever. Fuck the world. Just be yourself. You know what? YOU ARE DAMN RIGHT!!!!!!! IT'S NOT ME WHO IS CRAZY!!!!! IT'S EVERYBODY ELSE WHO IS!!!!!!!! >:-D

 

THANKS AFFRAY!!!!!!!! YOU GOSHDARN LEGEND YOU!!!!!!!!

 

NEVER LET THE FLAME DIE WITHIN!!!!!!

 

The world has been pretty cruel to me lately, but know that I salute it with the middle finger AND TODAY WE UNLESH HELL!!!!!!!!!

 

BOW DOWN BITCHES!!!!!!! 

 

THE ROB$TAR IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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#388 SushiKitten

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 05:43 PM

AUGH I AM SO FRUSTRATED.

 

I'm a month into the semester and I just keep getting back horrid marks. Like, I'm usually in the high 70s or 80s, I got back a 38% on a midterm today, and that's not the only low mark I've gotten. Like, these are the lowest marks I've ever gotten in my life and they're just consecutive, one after another.

 

I guess all I can do is huddle down and study but uuuugh I hate disappointing both myself and my profs.



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Posted 07 October 2014 - 05:48 PM

AUGH I AM SO FRUSTRATED.

 

I'm a month into the semester and I just keep getting back horrid marks. Like, I'm usually in the high 70s or 80s, I got back a 38% on a midterm today, and that's not the only low mark I've gotten. Like, these are the lowest marks I've ever gotten in my life and they're just consecutive, one after another.

 

I guess all I can do is huddle down and study but uuuugh I hate disappointing both myself and my profs.

I learned that stress had an adverse effect on my marks, like if i we're depressed or had troubles on my mind my marks would suffer.

 

Just learn to chilax and start enjoying yourself. Go out, have a few drinks, smoke some drone, take your mind off the hecticity of the world.


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#390 Affray

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 10:26 PM

AUGH I AM SO FRUSTRATED.

 

I'm a month into the semester and I just keep getting back horrid marks. Like, I'm usually in the high 70s or 80s, I got back a 38% on a midterm today, and that's not the only low mark I've gotten. Like, these are the lowest marks I've ever gotten in my life and they're just consecutive, one after another.

 

I guess all I can do is huddle down and study but uuuugh I hate disappointing both myself and my profs.

That is a bit of a bummer for sure.

Some extra studying can't hurt, though Robstar is definitely on to something with the chilling out angle.

Science has put some effort in to proving that doing any activity other than painstakingly slamming new knowledge in to your head essentially resets your brain battery.

Which makes the learning times easier and less terrible in general.

 

Rob: I am glad you got some mojo back. Confidence kicks ass buddy.


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#391 Wolf

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Posted 07 October 2014 - 11:50 PM

They cut my food stamps, saying I'm making too much at my less-than-minimum-wage dead-end job.

 

Words can't even.



#392 Affray

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Posted 08 October 2014 - 12:28 AM

They cut my food stamps, saying I'm making too much at my less-than-minimum-wage dead-end job.

 

Words can't even.

What the flying fuck.

I wish you could just slap people until something gets knocked in to the right place.

Individuals and government systems included.


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#393 Wolf

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Posted 08 October 2014 - 12:41 AM

What the flying fuck.

I wish you could just slap people until something gets knocked in to the right place.

Individuals and government systems included.

Yuuuuuup. Gotta go to a hearing to set things right.

 

In the mean time, really gotta take advantage of working at a restaurant



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Posted 08 October 2014 - 06:52 AM

Working in a kitchen can be a very useful thing when t comes to food.

Hopefully everything gets sorted out though.


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#395 The Seldom Seen Kid

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Posted 08 October 2014 - 05:01 PM

Is it not illegal for them to pay you less than minimum wage?



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Posted 08 October 2014 - 05:41 PM

Is it not illegal for them to pay you less than minimum wage?

Not if you force the employees to say they're making minimum wage.

 

Any problems with that? You're fired.



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Posted 08 October 2014 - 05:50 PM

Not if you force the employees to say they're making minimum wage.

 

Any problems with that? You're fired.

 

Whoa. That is like super corrupt.

 

Personally I would place dead rats in the place, video tape the shit, then black mail the fuckers. 

 

If the boss doesn't take the bait, plant bomb making material in his car and tip off the feds that he's a Jihadist. 

 

But realistically I would have joined the union. 

 

Mind you working conditions probably differ in my country…...


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#398 Mister Sympa

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Posted 08 October 2014 - 06:19 PM

This is probably the best piece of advice ever.

 

Duh. It's from Affray.

 

And Wolf, FUCK, DUDE. Like, what the ACTUAL, FLYING, TACO-SHITTING FUCK?!

 

Yeah, I'd be stealing food at this point. Fuck me? No, FUCK YOU.

 

Sushi, I feel you on the marks. We know how smart you are. Show those bitches what you're capable of!!

 

And Rob:

>My friends are my Pokémon

I know that feel. My closer-than-family friends mostly all turned out to just be selfish fuckfaces. I was bitchingly angry about it for a long time, but seriously, I think it was actually you guys who helped me see that it was superficial shit.

 

I still have a hell of a time understanding why people do that about-face though. Like, Akiyo, why? Why would they do that to you? What the fuck could possibly have happened? Why do people suck a fat sack?


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Posted 09 October 2014 - 12:02 AM

Rob: meh,  I already have dirt on the owner/operator of the store, but I don't really gain much from getting him in trouble or getting the place shut down. if that happens, corporate comes in, and if corporate comes in, shit gets serious.

 

Sympa: Meh, I'm not going so far as to steal food, as I still need the job, I'm just really abusing the meal ticket system at this point.

 

Basically, when I walk through the doors for a shift, I can have one free meal. Some meals have to be paid for, at a reduced price. So usually, I'll hold off eating until I get there, eat my free meal, and then at the end of my shift I'll buy a reduced price meal to take home.

 

It's working out alright so far, but I'm /really/ getting sick or breakfast food and burgers.



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Posted 09 October 2014 - 12:21 AM

On the plus side, a customer today said his plumbing company is always hiring, no prior experience needed.

 

I let him know I'm interested, and that I'm actually considering starting an apprenticeship to pass the Journeyman's exam for plumbing.

 

He admired my drive, and said he'll bring me in an application tomorrow.

 

So, cross your fingers/claws ya'll







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