Just this year I've found myself more and more attracted to other women. I've had this crush on this one girl from DQ for a while now, I don't know what it is, but she's just so easy to look at, I always wonder what kind of stuff she likes and if she'd like me or thinks anything of me. She noticed I dyed my hair the beginning of the semester... dsfgsdf... But anyway, I've found myself wondering that if something should happen and I break up with my boyfriend, if I would try a girl next.
I've never heard of the slut theory. I never really thought much of it. No, it's definitely not a choice, but I think sexuality can be fluid, and it might change from one thing to another throughout your life. Maybe not as dramatic as straight to gay, but I think most people have at least entertained the idea of if they find the same sex attractive, and maybe that thought might be stronger at one point in their life.
I have been curious about the notion of whether its a choice or if you can switch sub-consciously but I just can't find men attractive in that way. Physically I find men disgusting, emotionally since I share the same mindset as most of them there is no mystery there, nothing to explore or discover. I am also attracted to the idea of being a biological father which further compounds my attraction to women. Im not against it, I just don't think its for me.
