Going on with a defeated attitude in life really gets you nowhere.
And I'm not blowing smoke up your ass.
I mean for at least 20 years of my life all I did was throw a pity party.
I hid behind a facade to keep people around me through it all but it just wasn't me.
That made it all so much worse.
It wasn't until VERY recently that I realized everyone can go fuck themselves.
I'm smart, I'm funny, I have amazing body parts, and people that don't like my ideals or how outspoken I am about them can go suck a bag of dicks.
You'll get there one day, believe me.
You'll need to if you want anyone around you.
No one wants to be around someone that needs constant reassurance.
You need to realize you're worth something before someone else will.
I don't need reassurance, really. Because I don't care if I'm great or not. I don't help people for gratitude but it's not like it isn't nice to get some. It's just all pointless, but I'm a man of patience.