I figured something out today.
Sometimes, you gotta find the right weapon.
I had been trying to fight darkness with light for almost two years, and it stopped working. This weekend, I tapped into a different kind of darkness, and I found strength. I felt empowered by the darkness and heard myself laughing (however maniacally {and I mean that literally}) in triumph.
Thank you, Five Nights at Freddy's fandom, for showing me the dark.
Quite often I'm a very mellow, dorky individual.
Then there are times where I just unleash hell with my assertiveness.
Quite often when I'm myself people tend to walk all over me. Then they're all surprised when 'the darkness' appears.
Darkness = Results. All of a sudden people are friendly.
I guess some people don't take me seriously sometimes.